Sometimes i wonder, what it feels like being someone’s wife? You wake up beside him, kiss him good morning saying that you love him, and then you get your lazy butt to the kitchen to make him some breakfast. I always want to try bacon-omelette-scrambled egg thing, but i think it kind of too Western, so nasi goreng would be enough.

After that, when you home from work, you see him again and spend your night by sitting in front of television, watching-laughing-discussing those bad Indonesian soap opera and end up sleeping in bed with your hand intertwined with him.

Well, marriage life isn’t always about good thing, but also bad things to. But, if we keep communication to each other and press our ego down below, i think we can handle it. And also, one of us should become the calm one when the other isn’t.

Who knows this month in next year I’ll become someone’s wife?

So this simple-one-beautiful word its like a goal of a relationship. Final purpose that you keep fight it for the rest of your relationship life. I know, easier said than done. It’s so easy to say ‘married’ than do it. But, you’ll never know.

For me, this is one of the most beautiful event of your life. You give your life, love, and faith to the one person and spend your 60 seconds, 60 minutes, 24 hours, days, months, and years to wake up beside them, doing everything with them, have a nice/sad/beautiful/angry moment with them.

I don’t know, but I think people who decided to get married is the most bravest people in the world. It’s not an easy decision, but they’re still going on. Imagine you have to spend your entire life with them, isn’t that romantic and thrilling at the same time?

So, it turns out that this princess relationship wasn’t like a fairytale after all. Well, at first she thought it will be like fairytale with lots of ‘i love you’ whispers, cooking together, eat together, and sometimes dance together. But, apparently her prince charming is not that charming at all.

First of all, he hated when the princess told him about her high grade (or you can say indeks prestasi). He said it made him like a loser. The princess then feel a little bit sad to heard that because she didn’t mean to bragged. All she want to was just share her happiness with the one she loved, but looks like her prince charming didn’t like her happiness as much as she did.

Second of all, her prince didn’t like if the princess made joke about him. Once upon a time, the princess and the prince charming ride his motorcycle back to her castle. But, the heavy rain that continue to fall from the sky made water flooding everywhere. The prince charming hated when his shoes wet so he take his shoes and riding his motorcycle bare feet. The princess saw that and laugh. After couple of days, the prince charming said that he mad when the princess laugh at him and he would love to leave her in the middle of the road.

Third of all, and this made the princess drown in the sadness for about 2 years, is he cheated on her. While she waiting patiently for her prince to come from his long journey (about a week) from country with twin tower that most of people called Petronas, the prince charming trying to win his love from the other girl back. And, after the prince charming back, he take the princess off to their academy lake and told her any kind of bullshit that he wrote up before.

This moment broke princess heart so bad that she turned to zombie for couples of months. Her friend worried about her, her mom cried for her, and her sister tried to entertained her. But, like wise man say: only time will heal. And it take another pain to heal those pain.

Have you ever feel insecure in your life? You thought all the negative things that you imagine happen in your life. The worst one and you play it over and over again in your mind like some kind never ending bad movie. You can’t stop thinking about it and you keep crying although you know that not happened yet.

But then, you meet the one you love and then they holding your hand and assured you that nothing bad is going to happen.

When someone you love is gone for couple days, weeks, months, or even years, there’s something missing inside your heart. That’s why they called it ‘miss’ that actually have two meanings: there’s something gone inside your heart and you longing to see or meet the one you love.

But, you know what the best part is? It’s when you’re sitting alone in some public places or public transportations and you have all the memories that the one you love left you with and then you just can’t hold your smile thinking about it. Your heart feels so warm and all you want to do is send them messages saying how you miss them a lot.

So yesterday my beloved one texted me from his hometown. He made me sooo envy because he said that he’s standing in the side of Danau Singkarak. Not so long after he texted me, he sent me two pictures that he took using his cellphone. And you know what? Damn, it’s beautiful. Imagine a wide lake with the view of mountain behind it. And not too mention the railway that crossing the side of Danau Singkarak. Someday, I have to go there. With him of course. He could be my (free) guide.